The images I have for that day are all contrived; I was away when John called telling me Caleb had climbed the fence and was gone. But the panic was real, so my imagination filled in the details, bu...Read More
When everything was still new and overwhelming, you said, ‘Come and learn with us.’ Not just every Thursday at 3:00pm, but, ‘Stay here, we’ll make room. Silakan masuk! Mangga! Please come in...Read More
Love is the larger word. It can subsume sorrow, dispel indifference, envelope loneliness, shatter hate. But it also settles frustration, loosens tension, softens intensity. Love accepts, yet pat...Read More
My escape fantasy involves a touring bus, equipped with everything needed for the meandering life – no connections, no ongoing responsibilities; just an ever-changing road offering an ever-expanding...Read More
Their arrival surpassed expectations – how could they not change us, as we opened ourselves to new life? Yes, there were surprises. We never anticipated Caleb to be 1 in 68 affected by autism no...Read More
I know a little about speechlessness – about its backstage management, cluttered with props and crowded with the hustle of participants involved in the onstage performance. It’s a tricky languag...Read More
In my dreams Emma sometimes speaks, which she can’t. I wake bereft, flooded by the spillover of losses and longings I keep dammed up. I can’t stop my heart. It recedes and reaches – twists int...Read More
Trying to be enough, I sometimes crack and crumble into myself. It doesn’t have to make sense; I’m spent, sapped, stripped – not enough. Their needs easily outstrip my resources, but my he...Read More
Yes. I have assented, agreed, yielded, given over, made space, transferred assets, thrown in my lot, given the go-ahead, the nod, the green light, the O.K., the stamp of approval, Holding arms open To...Read More
If you think I’m brave or strong, please don’t. I’m no more brave or strong than your Aunt Fanny. Unless, of course, you have a Fanny in your family who is truly remarkable… Let’s ag...Read More